Mood:: Meh

TV:: I have no idea, some crime show that I'm not watching.

Hello. I'm writing in here, after months, because I know that no one ever reads this one, and I feel like writing without trying to entertain or censor.

I don't really know what I want to write about; I guess it doesn't matter, just whatever I feel like writing.

So I got a guitar lesson last night. It's pretty much what's been on my mind since I got it. It was really cool, even though we spent a good 70% of the lesson just talking. I guess in some ways that was the cool part; even if I do feel like I'm paying Madison to hang out with me, haha. Pssh, hell, I'd spend $10 to stare at him for an hour. =-D. But I do feel like I'm learning already, and it was a good lesson. I can't wait to go back next week. The time flew by like crazy, I couldn't believe an hour had passed! I was sad to go, and yet relieved, because I was so nervous the whole time, and it was like "whew, now i can relax and not have to worry!" My hands were shaking the whole time, especially when I had to play. I screwed up things that I could play perfectly when I was alone at home. Don't you hate that? I know it pissed me off. But it was okay, cause it was my first lesson, and he said that I learn very quickly. That made me feel special :).

Continuing on my whole honest entry because no ones reading it thing. Sometimes I feel like my best friend Cynthia, is drifting away from me. And drifting to our friend Christine. She says she's not and all of course, but for instance, at lunch, she spends most of it talking to Christine. Not me. And during class, she talks to Christine. And online she talks to Christine. And she's gone to the movies with Christine. And I know I'm probably just being paranoid and it means nothing, but sometimes I feel ignored. I think Cindy's picked up on that a little bit, as she's planned our weekend together, as usual, with me spending the night and her coming over and us going to a play. And I like that.

So my friend is a genius. Or at least I'm pretty sure. Cause he was tested and has a 160 IQ, he says, which is genius. Now he could be lying, but it wouldn't surprise me one bit to find out that it's true and he is indeed a genius. He's a brilliant boy. It's obvious that he's really smart, cause he's so damn weird. And I like that.

And now I have to go because my mother is retiring for the evening. Goodnight.

Mood:: Thoughtful

TV:: Same

Mood:: Duh...buh...fuh...

Music:: Brand New ===> Song:: The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

Talking to:: Willy

Hey! Wow it's been a loooong time! Haha not for my NuTang though! Lol

Anyways, not much is going on in my life. Ok, a lot is. Kinda. But I'm not gonna write it all here, that would be repeating myself. I hate to sound like a spokesperson for NuTang, but, READ MY NUTANG! And JOIN! Its WAAAY BETTER! But hey thats up to you.

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Anyways enough advertising! haha!

CHEESE!

I just sewed my PANTS! There was a huge rip in the crotch! ANd hteyre my favorite pants! And my mom is GONE tonight! And I want to wear them tomarrow! And I HAD NEVER SEWN BEFORE!!! So it looks all funky...but I think it looks cool! And then I sewed a WEEZER patch over it! So I have a Weezer patch on my crotch. YAY! Lol, I got em just where I want em! hahaha

Oh, but my fingers hurt, cause I poked em with the needle...like ten times.......and my leg too...and my sotmach....and my ass, cause I kinda accidentally SAT on one! AH! I'm suffering from major blood loss! I feel all...woozley...and...hlfsdigsub

Wellllllllll.........BYE!

Mood:: Ouchies?

Music:: John Mayer ===> Song:: Comfortable

Talking to:: BRI BRI! And Leify! And Will a lil bit kinda!

Mood:: Wondering...but I find out in a few hours...

Music:: None, because my mom wont let me have it on until she leaves because she wants to hear the news...damn her...i want my music!!

So, it's 7:26am on Thursday morning, when I would usually be at school. Why am I home? Because we have another 2 hour delay because of the snow/ice/sludge/whatever!! YAY!!! This is sooo spawesomey, on Monday we had a 2 hour delay, Tuesday and Wednesday we got the WHOLE day off, and now today we've got another 2 hour delay!! SCORE!! This is incredibly spifftabulous.

You can always read my NuTang.

Mood:: Same

Music:: Same

Mood:: Wondering about something, the suspense is driving me crazy

Music:: Tyrese ===> Song:: Sweet Lady (*GASP!* you say. Yes, yes I know, R&B! SHOCK! Same here, but hey it's a good sng, and I remember it from when I was little. Everyone all together now, sweet lady, would you be mine...)

Talking to:: No one at all...I'M SO LONELY!! *hangs head and cries* NOBODY LOVES ME! WAAAAAAHH! hahahahahaha

Heya guys. Yeah I know, and don't expect me to again soon either. Just say goodbye to me writing in the xanga regularly. Just accept it, I have. I've moved on, I'm in a better place now...NuTang! So kickass.

Check out my NuTang!! Now you can see more regular updates. Lucky lucky lucky you. That's right, THREE "lucky"s. Yes yes I know, simply astonishing! Marvellous! Superb! Supoyb. Haha Im just a little bit hyper if you cant tell. Partly from not getting enough sleep last night, but mostly from nervous energy from wondering about something. Blech. Pleh.

Time for me to say bye bye, NuTang is calling.

Mood:: Still wondering! I WANNA KNOOOWWW!! stupid cindy, whyd you have to go adding THAT option into the mix?! Grr Arrgh!

Music:: =w=eezer ===> Song:: Zep Jamb

Talking to:: No one, I'm such a loner. Then again, who else is up at 4:14am? Ok, maybe I'm just an insomniac then.