WezerGoat420's Xanga

Friday, October 08, 2004

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:44:06 GMT

Mood:: Meh

TV:: I have no idea, some crime show that I'm not watching.

Hello. I'm writing in here, after months, because I know that no one ever reads this one, and I feel like writing without trying to entertain or censor.

I don't really know what I want to write about; I guess it doesn't matter, just whatever I feel like writing.

So I got a guitar lesson last night. It's pretty much what's been on my mind since I got it. It was really cool, even though we spent a good 70% of the lesson just talking. I guess in some ways that was the cool part; even if I do feel like I'm paying Madison to hang out with me, haha. Pssh, hell, I'd spend $10 to stare at him for an hour. =-D. But I do feel like I'm learning already, and it was a good lesson. I can't wait to go back next week. The time flew by like crazy, I couldn't believe an hour had passed! I was sad to go, and yet relieved, because I was so nervous the whole time, and it was like "whew, now i can relax and not have to worry!" My hands were shaking the whole time, especially when I had to play. I screwed up things that I could play perfectly when I was alone at home. Don't you hate that? I know it pissed me off. But it was okay, cause it was my first lesson, and he said that I learn very quickly. That made me feel special :).

Continuing on my whole honest entry because no ones reading it thing. Sometimes I feel like my best friend Cynthia, is drifting away from me. And drifting to our friend Christine. She says she's not and all of course, but for instance, at lunch, she spends most of it talking to Christine. Not me. And during class, she talks to Christine. And online she talks to Christine. And she's gone to the movies with Christine. And I know I'm probably just being paranoid and it means nothing, but sometimes I feel ignored. I think Cindy's picked up on that a little bit, as she's planned our weekend together, as usual, with me spending the night and her coming over and us going to a play. And I like that.

So my friend is a genius. Or at least I'm pretty sure. Cause he was tested and has a 160 IQ, he says, which is genius. Now he could be lying, but it wouldn't surprise me one bit to find out that it's true and he is indeed a genius. He's a brilliant boy. It's obvious that he's really smart, cause he's so damn weird. And I like that.

And now I have to go because my mother is retiring for the evening. Goodnight.

Mood:: Thoughtful

TV:: Same

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 03:43:29 GMT

Mood:: Duh...buh...fuh...

Music:: Brand New ===> Song:: The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

Talking to:: Willy

Hey! Wow it's been a loooong time! Haha not for my NuTang though! Lol

Anyways, not much is going on in my life. Ok, a lot is. Kinda. But I'm not gonna write it all here, that would be repeating myself. I hate to sound like a spokesperson for NuTang, but, READ MY NUTANG! And JOIN! Its WAAAY BETTER! But hey thats up to you.

www.nutang.com <==NUTANG
http://www.nutang.com/members.php?user=WeezerGoat420 <MY NuTang

Anyways enough advertising! haha!

CHEESE!

I just sewed my PANTS! There was a huge rip in the crotch! ANd hteyre my favorite pants! And my mom is GONE tonight! And I want to wear them tomarrow! And I HAD NEVER SEWN BEFORE!!! So it looks all funky...but I think it looks cool! And then I sewed a WEEZER patch over it! So I have a Weezer patch on my crotch. YAY! Lol, I got em just where I want em! hahaha

Oh, but my fingers hurt, cause I poked em with the needle...like ten times.......and my leg too...and my sotmach....and my ass, cause I kinda accidentally SAT on one! AH! I'm suffering from major blood loss! I feel all...woozley...and...hlfsdigsub

Wellllllllll.........BYE!

Mood:: Ouchies?

Music:: John Mayer ===> Song:: Comfortable

Talking to:: BRI BRI! And Leify! And Will a lil bit kinda!

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 14:37:26 GMT

Mood:: Wondering...but I find out in a few hours...

Music:: None, because my mom wont let me have it on until she leaves because she wants to hear the news...damn her...i want my music!!

So, it's 7:26am on Thursday morning, when I would usually be at school. Why am I home? Because we have another 2 hour delay because of the snow/ice/sludge/whatever!! YAY!!! This is sooo spawesomey, on Monday we had a 2 hour delay, Tuesday and Wednesday we got the WHOLE day off, and now today we've got another 2 hour delay!! SCORE!! This is incredibly spifftabulous.

You can always read my NuTang.

Mood:: Same

Music:: Same

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 11:16:01 GMT

Mood:: Wondering about something, the suspense is driving me crazy

Music:: Tyrese ===> Song:: Sweet Lady (*GASP!* you say. Yes, yes I know, R&B! SHOCK! Same here, but hey it's a good sng, and I remember it from when I was little. Everyone all together now, sweet lady, would you be mine...)

Talking to:: No one at all...I'M SO LONELY!! *hangs head and cries* NOBODY LOVES ME! WAAAAAAHH! hahahahahaha

Heya guys. Yeah I know, and don't expect me to again soon either. Just say goodbye to me writing in the xanga regularly. Just accept it, I have. I've moved on, I'm in a better place now...NuTang! So kickass.

Check out my NuTang!! Now you can see more regular updates. Lucky lucky lucky you. That's right, THREE "lucky"s. Yes yes I know, simply astonishing! Marvellous! Superb! Supoyb. Haha Im just a little bit hyper if you cant tell. Partly from not getting enough sleep last night, but mostly from nervous energy from wondering about something. Blech. Pleh.

Time for me to say bye bye, NuTang is calling.

Mood:: Still wondering! I WANNA KNOOOWWW!! stupid cindy, whyd you have to go adding THAT option into the mix?! Grr Arrgh!

Music:: =w=eezer ===> Song:: Zep Jamb

Talking to:: No one, I'm such a loner. Then again, who else is up at 4:14am? Ok, maybe I'm just an insomniac then.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 11:12:29 GMT

P.P.P.S -- HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! From me, the southern belle, apparently. Hahaha.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 11:11:31 GMT

Mood:: Happy enough

Music:: BF5 ===> Song:: Selfless, Cold, And Composed

Talking to:: CINDAY!!

Heya guyses, I know I haven't written in here for a while but here's my excuse: I have found a new webjournal! Haha maybe instead of a Dear John letter they should call it a Dear Xanga letter hahaha. Anyways. Yeah. Nutang. It's a lot cooler than xanga! You should check it out. Its way better...more smilies, better backgrounds, easier to talk to lotsa people, more of a community, and no dumbass ads to switch to premium! Anyways its awesome and I like it a lot. My screen name on there is WeezerGoat420 YEAH! I actually got it spelled right this time!! Hahaha yeah anyways. You guys should check it out!

Damn you Cindy! Who do you think you are, signing off! Oh wait youre back! NO! you left again! I'll kill you! On january 17th at 9:27:32 am! with a knife! while youre taking your annual shower! (hahahahaha!) while youre busy peeling off your fingernail! THEN YOU'LL PAY!!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA! oh um hello everybody...how are you all? heh, you knowi was just...playin...

GOOD BYE! NUTANG CALLS!!

P.S. -- Why do weblogs al have to have such freak names?? Xanga? NuTang? What the crap???

P.P.S.-- My Strong Bad sweatshirt came!! YAY!! Strong bad, from www.homestarrunner.com the best site ever!

Mood:: Fine

Music:: BF5 ===> Song:: Mess

Talking to:: No one!! DAMN YOU CYNTHIA!!!

Sunday, December 28, 2003

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 04:28:47 GMT

Mood:: Blah

Music:: Ben Folds Five ===> Song:: Lullabye

Talking to:: 2/3 of my bestest girlie friends, Kell Kell and Chinthibutt

*You know, you'll always be my best friend...just not really...* Don't ask. Just a thought I had in my head.

My mom is gone again tonight. She hasnt spent the night at our house since Wednesday night. She's been home, but she just goes back over to Lincoln's. Even on Christmas. I think she loves him more than us. Haha just kidding, theyre at the beginning of the relationship, the infatuation stage. Personally, I'm loving her being gone. I get the house to myself!! Well except when my brothers are home, but theyre gone a lot, so i get to be home alone a lot, so its AWESOME. I've been trying to get friends to come over but it always falls through. It sucks. But i'll keep trying cause i wantsoemone to come over and keep me company. I just hope that my brothers dont get all stupid if its a guy that comes over. Whatever. Maybe I'll just do it when theyre gone if it a guy.

God I'm so bored. I want soeone to come over. Or to go somewhere. Jeez I'll prolly end up just wlaking around outside alone lol. Or maybe I'll go bug nate (he lives just down the street). I'll make him come over and play video games. Fun times. I love video games. Nintendo man! Nintendo kicks major ass on playstation and xbox. They have ultimately better games. Gamecube jut kicks ass. i loooove iiittt!!!

um...lets see...oh yeah...bye!

Mood:: Same

Music:: LFO (lol) ===> Song:: Girl on TV

Talking to:: Same, plus Stew kind of.

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 23:12:25 GMT

Mood:: Happy, wondering, waiting

Music:: BK ===> Song:: Superneat

Talkin to:: Cindy...Cinday! and "that stew guy"

HEYA guys and gals what is up my homie G doggs? hahaha. Um yeah anyways

I woke up at 245 today. wowness. better thn yesterday i guess though lol. Wel i went to bedat 445am last night (well morning actually) so it makes sense. Yeah i couldnt get to sleep, I got offline at like 330, and i was jus laying in my bed for over an hour. I finally gave up trying to fall asleep and jus laid there thinking. I had a lotta shit on my mind too. SO I guess it was good that I had soem time to think about it, and kinda sort things out. Ah but theyre still on my mind. Life is so confusing.

Today's saturday right? Yeah I think..anyways if it IS, then that means tomarrows sunday and that means i get presents tomarrow! Lol. So yeah thats my plans for tomarrow. Good times. I still don't know what I'm doing today. I guess I sorta have semi-plans. Who knows if theyre gonna work out or not though. Who knows anything. Well you guys know some stuff. Haha like what I do everyday. On one hand i feel sorry for you, on the other hand i feel violated lol.

Ok well until next time, remember kids, on a scale of one to awesome, I'm super-great!

Mood:: Same

Music:: Eric Clapton ===> Song:: Tears In Heaven

Talking to:: Same

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 10:50:55 GMT

Mood:: Happy, slightly confused...more like wondering.

Music:: BF5 ===> Song:: Army

Talking to:: Pasty and Stew the dynamic duo...haha or not

SO guys what's new? Nothing? Oh, what's new here you ask?? Well why don't i tell you.

Nothin is new here.

ANyways

Hey guys...well girls actually...Don't you think it would be cool if a guy treated you somewhat like just another guy (not completely, no fart jokes or anything of the kind, but you know, just somewhat like one of the guys) and then you two started going out and he immediately started treating you like a princess? Yea i hate to use the term princess, since all the preps have the princess shirts and what not, bt just treated you really sweetly and basically like you were the best thing on Earth? That would be cool. I think anyways.

Sohow man of you girls out there have daydreams of guys asking you out really romantically? Me, never having a boyfriend, have had plenty of time to formulate all the possible sweet waysfor guys to ask you out. I used to think of them asking me out like this: they come to my windowin the middle of the night, throw pebbles at my window, and then when i stick my hed out, sing me a love song from my favorite band, then when he was done, give a big long speech about how much i mean to him and then ask me to be his girlfriend. Since then, I've realized how amazingly unlikely that is. Now I'd settle for a guy asking me out in person, in a sweet tone of voice lol. I just think it would suck BIG time if a guy asked you out online. No romance whatsoever. At least if it's in person you can see the look on his face and whatever. I guess a compromise would be for a guy to do it in person like this: bring a rose or boquet of flowers, get down on one knee, and ask, Or to bring the flowers and give a little speech about how much he likes me or wha i mean to him or whatever and then ask. SOmething like that. Then it's not extravagent like the singing, but its still really sweet and romantic. Oh butback to the extravagent ones, those are fun. How cool would it be if a ...eh nevermind i dont feel liek writing this all. Figure out your own lol.

ok so what's better? a guy who will tell the truth or a guy that will lie? truth right? well what about when youre asking him if youre fat....and you know you are. Do you wnt a guy that will belike "yeah, kinda.." or a guy that will say "no, youre not fat". See even though he's lying, I kinda prefer the guy who will say you arent. Cause its not like I dnt already know the truth, that I am fat. And usually the guys who will lie about i are sweeter in general. That's what I've noticed. And just cause they lie about that one thing it doesnt mean they're going to lie about other things...or does it?

Damn now I'm just confused. Oh well.

Man I can't wait until Sunday!! That's when I'm going to celebrate wth my dad's side of the family...yes i know ive mentioned that more than a few times but hey. It's gonna be fun

Have you guys ever had little things happen to you during the day, like conversations, that you think are pretty important if not reallly important, and then after al of them you have a conversation that just blows all of them out of the water, and you completely forget about all of them, and the only thing you can think of is the last conversation? Weirdness.

There goes my hero, he's old and hairy! lololol

Ooo wee ooo I know just how to go potty, Uh Oh I just went upon the floor! lolololololololololololol

YOU just dont get it. Or do you??? Mwahahaahahaha

You know what game looks good? Its for gameboy advance, Mario And Luigi: Superstar Saga.........it looks so awesome! Seriously it seems like its a lot like Paper Mario which is and always will be one of my favorite video games of all time. And i played it in the store for a while and it was really cool. I want it! But I wish it was for gamecube instead of GBA because i like games on there a lot better, you can get into them more and plus the way better graphics. I dunno it disappoints me because it seems like it has the potential to be such an awesome game but i just cant like a game on gba as much as one on gcn. I wish they hadnt used such a great storyline/gameplay on gameboy. But oh well. Still looks like a kickass game.

Well I'm gonna go and prolly get offlin...maybe...i just hope i dont go into another late-night cleaning fit!

Mood:: Really wondering about something...oh and waiting

Music:: Blind Melon ===> Song:: Galaxy

Talking to:: Pasty, the dynamic duo! hahahaha or not

TV:: Well Elimidate is on in the other room i think, my brother's watching it, i cant see it only hear it...oh now he changed the channel...sounds like a court show...judge joe brown i think,,,oh i know my courtroom television...judge judy that sarcastic little....I'LL KILL HER! On January 23rd at 8:47:23pm with an axe while shes making dinner whhas her back turned, when she's busy scratching her elbow.......lololololol cindy...

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 07:32:29 GMT

Mood:: Blah

Music:: Ben Kweller ===> Song:: Little Pink Stars (So what if i like the pictures!)

Talking to:: Jake and Alex

I'm still freaked out over the room thing. My friend told me he thought that might have been the scariest ting he ever heard. I think I was possesed. But oh well, I'm not gonna dwell on it.

Ya know what? Every girl wants a straight gay guy. Seriously think about it. If a guy acted like a gay guy but was straight. I dont mean FLAMING gay or anything. But like, gay guys, theyre sweet andcaring and they listen and they...i dunno theyre just cool...but they like boys. Damn them. Guys, act like a gay guy. But be straight. But no dont do the gay voice or anythign thats just a turnofff. Ok basically, guys, be sweet.

Girls: If a gy tells you he'll show you his boobies if you show him yours, its a scam! Not a fair trade girls! Lol

God damn pop up ads! Argh, close! You too! Ooooh hot deals on valium! Brb...

Ok all ordered....what?? Um...Yep...that um..pizza..all ordered...gotta go..

Mood:: WHAT VALIUM??

Music:: Weezer ===> Song:: Starlight

Talking to:: Jakey...that horny little bastard...haha jk jk